Sunday, October 03, 2010

Green Eyes Gone

Green Eyes Gone
by JeromeProphet
Greeneyes is gone
She didn't last long
My feelings remain
Yet it ends the same
  
One sided love
Just in the cards
Stacked one by one
By my fool heart
 
Giving up on a dream
For a real love it seems
Just not meant to be
Between the princess and me
 
The truth I had known
Yet I refused to own
The fairy tale of lies
One to confuse only me
  
For despite the closeness
And despite all tears
I was but a fling
To this innocent dear
 
I could never forget her
If I ever could try
So I've chosen to love her
Until the day I die
 
But gone is the hope
And gone are the dreams
About the two of us 
Becoming one being
.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Snow Fairy Love



Snow Fairy Love
by Jerome Prophet

We trace upon this land of snow
White drifts of love swirl to and fro
Love's infinite sparkling crystal place
White brilliance now with magic grace

Precious snow angel my heart entrust
So kiss me now with your fairy dust
Your flutter nymph wings they do swirl
You are my true love my magic girl
 
I'll take your hand to hold in mine
As we journey cross this place and time
And we'll leave our path upon the snow
While you guide us with your fairy glow
  
Whilst true our path is one less taken
This burning love be not forsaken
Our hearts will sail the blue frost air
With a love so bold as few could dare

My words just now they may confuse
Or perhaps, my dear, they do amuse
Yet these dreams be mine my darling dove
My precious snow white my fairy love

So take me now to your celestial place
Your crystal realm of love and grace
And melt my frozen heart God's spell
For within your love my heart must dwell

   



I love you Greeneyes. 
You are my beautiful snow fairy
Just knowing you keeps me warm
On these cold winter days

 

Dedicated to my greeneyed snow fairy
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Two Voices In a Sea of Opposition





Two Voices in a Sea of Opposition












The question which faces us at this point in our journey is whether to stay the course knowing that failure will most likely greet us at the end, or whether to venture onward in hopes of a miracle.  I believe in miracles.






This post is dedicated to J and T
 


Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Letter To The One I Love









Letter To The One I Love
by JeromeProphet

I know you feel confused
By what was wrong
And what was right
By what we did that night

And now you run from me
And deny your true feelings
Just to survive having to return
To a place that should be your solace
And not your prison
 
Somewhere along the way
You have forgotten
And
You have denied to yourself
The truth of what we did
 
Of what we said
And how we felt
Of what we promised
And the freedom
In finding yourself
 
And your future



The passion, and compassion
The tenderness in each other
Which brought us into oneness
 
A oneness that will last forever
A oneness of our souls and our destiny
Drifting upon a sea of memories
Both future and past
 
My sweet beloved
That bond has a right to exist
And you have a right to create yourself anew
To slip the shackles of your guilt
To free yourself from oppression
And a misguided sense of obligation
To an abuser
To a destroyer of dreams and hopes
A false obligation to the one who knows you not
Nor ever could
 
I hold my flame rightly within me
Stoked by a fire of undying love
For you, and your little one
And I know that I am unworthy of you
And always will be

Yet I will lead the way if you follow
And we will reach our promised land
Of this I am certain

It will take an act of courage
And faith my princess - in yourself
For once we set off there can be
No turning back, without even
A greater loss of yourself to his darkness
And insanity

I promise upon my very
Existence to adore you
And put you first in all of my thoughts
And deeds
And consider myself most fortunate
For the privilege




Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Scanning Using Quantum Entanglement

One interesting subject.

Using quantum entanglement in a sensor.

The same technology which will be (which could already have been) developed for use in Quantum computers, and quantum communication systems would be useful toward the development of a new type of scanning technology - one using quantum entanglement.

For example with radar a beam of microwave radiation is emitted from a EM source, and travels at the speed of light until it is reflected off of an object, and then returns back to a detector.  Essentially there is a round trip involved.

With a quantum entanglement based 'radar' system there is no return trip.

Now this brings up some interesting questions doesn't it?

While it would appear to operate at a faster than light speed this is not the case.

However information could be obtained instantly, or better to say at the point of photon emission.

All kinds of interesting considerations there.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

14 Hours Of My Love Life


14 Hours Of My Love Life
by JeromeProphet 






She Loves Me


After we marry we'll go to my church darling
Dear
Honey
I love you
I won't change my mind
Sweetheart
Are you happy?



She Hates Me

You're Evil
You're Twisted
You pathetic sad man
You Loser
Never contact me again
FINAL WARNING
Bye!
 


Note: I wrote this a few months ago
Love and hate can be exchanged so rapidly that it leaves me astounded and confused

I'm A Tool





I'm A Tool
by JeromeProphet
   
I'm a tool
I'm just your fool
I'm what happens
When dumb love rules
 
I'm a toy
I'm just your boy
I'm not your man
  But a plan to annoy
 
So sell me out
Then you go pout
It's not all about
How you've been wronged
 
Then cuss me up
And cuss me down
Cuz you're singing
That same ole song
  
 One line for him
Then one for me
Just been betrayed
So easy to be

Abuse you crave
A sad sad game
You could escape
That's what I see

But you must step up
And be the grown up
Neither his mommy 
Nor his slave

For you are the maker
And the shaper
You're in charge
Of your own destiny







I am reposting the poem above.  Darling, don't despair at the words above.  It's a way for me to deal with our roller coaster ride of a relationship.  I am not condemning you.  I understand our situation is complicated.  Just know that I still love you very much, and that I find creative writing one way to deal with my pain. 





Anti Social Personality Disorder It's Contagious

Anti Social Personality Disorder It's Contagious


Diagnostic Criteria:

Three or more of the following are required:
  • Failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest
  • Deceitfulness, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure
  • Impulsivity or failure to plan ahead
  • Irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults
  • Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
  • Consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations
  • Lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another 

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Interview With A Woman Hater - Part I





Jimbo-Dandy to the Rescue


Interview With A Woman Hater - Part I


Disclaimer: This work is pure fiction. Any similarity to actual individuals living, or dead, including woman haters are completely coincidental.


Language Warning: The word 'bitch' is used many times in this fictional interview.  Keep in mind that the character's hatred for women is being exposed by both his demented actions, his attitude, and the words he uses to describe the females in his life.


Robert Crisp: Thank you for participating in this interview Mr. Dandy, and may I call you Jimbo?
 
Jimbo Dandy: Think nothing of it.  I love talking about my bitches.
 
Robert Crisp: Ahem, why yes, I see that.  But to the point Mr. Dandy, you are a self proclaimed woman hater.  Isn't that right?

Jimbo Dandy: Why yes I am, and darn proud of it too fella.  Every man should be!

Robert Crisp: I understand.  Some have argued that you use passive aggression to hurt the women in your life.  How would you answer that allegation?

Jimbo Dandy: There's nothing passive about it!  I do the best I can to put the smack down on my bitches.

Robert Crisp: Can you give me an example of passive aggression you have used in the past?

Jimbo Dandy: I'd be proud to!

Robert Crisp: Then go right ahead, we're all waiting.

Jimbo Dandy: Well take the little scam I run on my ex-wife for example.  I hate that bitch.  And she thinks I love her, but I got that bitch royally screwed.

Robert Crisp: How so Mr. Dandy?

Jimbo Dandy: Well, you've heard the expression that revenge is best served up cold?  Well that is exactly what I've been having some fun with for several years now.

Robert Crisp: With your ex-wife?

Jimbo Dandy: Oh yes indeed!
 
Robert Crisp: How so? What do you do to your ex-wife?

Jimbo Dandy: The one thing that hurts her the worst of all!

Robert Crisp: And what would that be?

Jimbo Dandy: I keep her locked up in her current marriage!  Hee Ha!

Robert Crisp: How so?

Jimbo Dandy: For just a few thousand dollars a year I keep her in misery.

Robert Crisp: What do you mean?

Jimbo Dandy: Well she's married to this fella who has brought her to her knees.  Killed her dreams, her spirit, her dignity - you know - he's my kind of guy.

Robert Crisp: And?

Jimbo Dandy: Well he's a loser when it comes to money.  A regular Peter Pan.

Robert Crisp: So you're giving him money?

Jimbo Dandy: I give her money, and she just gushes all over me, like I'm her best friend.

Robert Crisp: But you actually hate her?

Jimbo Dandy: Can't stand her. Just don't like women, or little girls - all bitches to me.

Robert Crisp: So by giving her money you appear to be her savior, but in fact you're keeping her horrible miserable marriage going long after it would have ended otherwise?

Jimbo Dandy: Hey, some like sports, and this fun is costing me a couple grand a year!

Robert Crisp: Brilliant!  Any other examples of your sick twisted mind?

Jimbo Dandy: I also craft carefully worded apologies and explanations for each and every horrible and irresponsible thing her current husband does.  And when she stands up for herself I scream at her, and threaten to deny any more assistance.  I deny her what little hope she has left, and she comes running back to Pappa - hee ha!

Robert Crisp: Fantastic!

Jimbo Dandy: Just wear the bitch out, me and her husband work together on this, and she gives up like a little girl - and I can't stand those bitches - take my daughter for example.

Robert Crisp: What?

Jimbo Dandy: Well my best buddy, her current husband, called my seven year old daughter a bitch.  Hee Ha!  Couldn't stop laughing on that one.  So I had to craft up some carefully worded excuses for my buddy. I hate that little bitch!  I'd do anything for my buddy though.

Robert Crisp: Have you no shame?

Jimbo Dandy: Hell no!  Buddy, this is a man's world, and it says it right in the Bible.  That's just another part of the plan.  We got her believing she's a sinner if she even thinks about getting out of this trap.  Hee Ha!  What a stupid bitch.  Man I hate women. Give me that old time religion, give me that old time religion - that's what I always say!  Obey your husbands!

Robert Crisp: Oh yes, I guess you're right.

Jimbo Dandy: So now we got them right where we want them.  Weak, Needy, and Pathetic.  You should have seen what that bitch put me through - so as they say, pay back is a bitch - and this time, it's socking it to the bitch.

Robert Crisp: And this just cost a couple of thousand a year?

Jimbo Dandy: Best bargain around!  Oh my God I think I wet my pants.

Robert Crisp: In our next interview we'll examine how men can use intimidation to stress out their children as a form of coercion against their bitches whenever they get the idea to leave them. 


Disclaimer: The purely fictional character portrayed in this fictional interview, Jimbo Dandy, is not necessarily a latent homosexual. Simply having a man crush on his ex-wife's current husband doesn't indicate he is a homosexual.  We must focus on what we do know, and that is that he hates women, and little girls, and that he has found his soul mate in his ex wife's current male partner.


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

To My Father & Father's Father








To My Father and Father's Father
by JeromeProphet
 
Blinded by your situation
You coldly crafted intimidation
You wielded anger with such ease
And lashed your hate with expertise
 
Yet when you peered into your mirror
It was your father's face you feared
Your voice did shake as he appeared within that
trembling face unclear

You heard him in your own voice told
No matter whether young or old
For his anger placed within your soul
To terrorize your heart so cold

I warn you brother don't forget his days
For those torments reside within the haze
And if you deny his uncaring ways
His anger will rise within your blaze
 
So know him now and forever more
He was your father once adored
It's only through your knowledge well
That you'll escape his given hell 
  
For I have seen him times before
I've battled him from soul to fore
I've refused him guidance of my path
And challenge him his angry wrath
 
Yet I have forgiven the two
For what else could I do
But forgotten them not
For I still wage war against their lot
 
Though not with hate filled blood
Of you my father or fatherhood
For instead I have understood
Guided by my Mother's love



Sunday, December 13, 2009

Tune-Age Video Picks For 12-19-09


Epica - Solitary Ground

Genre: Symphonic Metal (this song shows a softer side)
Where From: Netherlands
Core Members (present day listed below):
 



Avantasia - Lost In Space

Genre: Power Metal, Symphonic Metal, Heavy Metal
Where From: Germany
Group Core Members (present day - below):
Tobias Sammet - Lead vocals, Keyboards, Bass guitar (1999-present)
Sascha Paeth - Guitars (2007-present)
Eric Singer - Drums, Vocals (2002-present)



Tristania - Equilibrium

Genre: Gothic Metal
Where From: Stavanger, Norway
Members (Present Day Listed Below):
Østen Bergøy
Mariangela Demurtas
Anders Høyvik Hidle
Gyri Losnegaard
Ole Vistnes
Einar Moen
Kenneth Ølsson
Live Members:
Kjetil Nordhus
Tarald Lie

 


Tristania - My Lost Lenore (Live)
 



Saturday, December 12, 2009

Note To Taylor's Girl






N.W.P.


I miss you so much today sweetheart!
  
And if admitting that makes me seem


Needy
Weak
Pathetic

Then so be it!

Because I'm a man in love with an angel.
And damned proud of it too.

 
Now it's off to the Bat Cave for some cold ones with the boys.


LY!
 

Tonight's First Tune-age picked by Taylor's Girl


Matchbox Twenty - Bent
 
Title : Bent
Artist : Matchbox Twenty
Album : Mad Season

If I Fall Along The Way
Pick Me Up And Dust Me Off
And If I Get To Tired To Make It
Be My Breath So I Can Walk

And if I Need Some Other Love then
Give Me More Than I Can Stand
And When My Smile Gets Old And Faded
Wait Around I'll Smile Again

Shouldn't Be So Complicated
Just Hold Me And Then well
Just Hold Me Again

(Chorus)
Can You Help Me I'm Bent
I'm So Scared That I'll Never
Get Put Back Together
Keep Breaking Me In
And This Is How We Will End
With You And Me... Bent

If I Couldn't Sleep Could You Sleep
Could You Paint Me Better Off
Could You Sympathize With My Needs
I Know You Think I Need A Lot

I Started Out Clean But I'm Jaded
Just Phoning It In well
Just Breaking The Skin

(Chorus)

Start Bending Me
It's Never Enough
Til I Feel All Your Pieces
Start Bending Me
Keep Bending Me Until I'm Completely Broken In

Shouldn't Be So Complicated
Just Touch Me And Then well
Just Touch Me Again

Can You Help Me I'm Bent
I'm So Scared That I'll Never
Get Put Back Together
Keep Breaking Me In
And This Is How We Will End
With You And Me Landin

Well I'll Understand And Hell I'll Go there Again

(Chorus)



  

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Tune-age Video Picks For 12/11/2009


Nightwish - Amaranth

Group: Nightwish
Where From: Finland
Female Lead: Anette Olzen (Swedish)
Comment: Anette replaced Finish operatic lead Tarja Turunen, and the ongoing controversy has never ended since. Just who is better? Was it the right move for the group?
Wikilink for Nightwish



Nightwish - Nemo

Group: Nightwish
Where From: Finland
Female Lead: Tarja Turunen (Finland)
Comment: Anette replaced Finish operatic lead Tarja Turunen, and the ongoing controversy has never ended since. Just who is better? Was it the right move for the group?
Wikilink for Nightwish


Nightwish - Nemo Live with Tarja Turunen

Tarja certainly was the center of the group, and Nightwish certainly changed with her dismissal.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Tune-age Video Picks For 12/05/2009


Video: Within Temptation - The Last Time

Where From? Netherlands
Genre? Symphonic Metal, and Symphonic Rock
Who is the female lead singer? Sharon Janny den Adel
Within Temptation Wikilink

  
The Last Time 

For so long I've tried
Could not close my eyes.  
When you became a outcast in this life.

Again and again I try
to understand the demons inside your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it's the last time 
I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.  
I can't change it 
if you don't have the will deep inside.

I have been blind to
how you justify  
everything that you've wasted in this life.

Got lost in the illusion,  
I'd find a solution 
for the demons in your head,  
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it's the last time 
I have tried  to lift you up to make you fight.  
Nothing is ever easy in life.  
I can't change it 
if you don't have the will deep inside.

You can blame and you can hide  
behind what is wrong and what is right.  
Life is the choices we make  
I hope you'll awake before it's too late.

Now, I know it's the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it
if you don't have the will deep inside.

   
NEXT VIDEO


Sunday, November 29, 2009

Cherished Princess Blue






  Cherished Princess Blue
      by JeromeProphet

My Cherished Princess Blue
Our love tears our hearts into two
Now my soul's sole obsession is you
And I haven't a clue what is due


My heart shall not yield without fight
Nor could suffer a darkened love light
Yet this love has taken its toll
Upon my lonely and tattered soul


 We're entangled within this love play
So I'm crafting words just to say
They're my best to share what is true
As I promise my life unto you


And my soul it is spinning around
For you my heart's come unbound
And it's true my life's not complete
Yet there's no higher devotion I'd seek


For my faith yet remains unbroken
These feelings must always be spoken
For I can not turn, nor run away
When my heart screams out just to say


That I'm completely in love with you
That no other girl could ever do
 And that our love is real and true
My darling, my baby princess blue




  Dedicated to Greeneyes-TaylorsGirl



For Myself, Another, and Everyone


Video: Unsun - Face The Truth

***
 
What a beautiful song.

I know there are times when I feel like I have been forsaken in this life.
 
I know that many others feel the same way.
 
Many of us quietly suffer years of our lives away, leading what Henry David Thoreau described as, 'lives of quiet desperation'.

We often believe we are alone in carrying our burdens, but we are never alone.
 
*** 




Lyrics to Face The Truth

I'm weakening.
Something's wrong with me.
I thought that I was to come first.
I don't know what is true.
  
I'm living with fear from morning to night.
I'm losing my passion for life.
Hoping that the end of my worries is near.
 
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
 
I thought that I was right.
But I made a big mistake.
I am changing myself for good.
Because I have understood.
 
I feel like a grain of sand on the empty desert.
Every man is special, every man.
I feel like a grain.
 
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
 
I'm weakening.
Something's wrong with me.
I thought that I was to come first.
I don't know what is true.
 
I'm living with fear from morning to night.
I'm losing my passion for life.
Hoping that the end of my worries is near.
 
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
 
Everything I've known about, about the world.
Was just a fraction of the truth, truth about him.
I feel like a grain of sand on the empty desert.
I feel like a grain of sand.
I feel like a grain.
 
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.
I have changed myself growing up every day.
Face the truth about yourself.
You and I, we're all the same.



Dedicated to Myself, Another whom I love, and Everyone.


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